So, with respect to telling God my plans, in thirty-two days I will graduate. Up until about five months ago, I had spent the last two years preparing to enter a Unitarian Universalist seminary. But I recently realized that UU wants to be everything to everyone and cannot abide saying anything assertive for fear of offending someone. To be a responsible UU minister I would have to constantly monitor and water down everything I had to say, and that I will not do. Additionally, I’ve been learning over the last few weeks that most of what I wanted to say as a minister I really wanted to say to myself. At least I figured that out before I went to seminary.
So, the looming question: now what? I’ll soon have finished off the last of my readings, papers, and presentations and walk across the stage (On a complete tangent, I nominated myself for class speaker [our non-graded parallel to valedictorian]. Vote for me!). I don’t have the slightest notion what comes after that.
My default plan at the moment is to get some computer work. I could do that for a year or two, make some decent money, and pay off some student loan debt (particularly my private loans, I could go on deferment for the Peace Corps or such things after that). But computer work is precisely what I left seven years ago in search of better things. So the notion isn’t exactly exciting.
Aside from that, I’m just trying to stay open to opportunities. Life has always provided me with a path and I’ll try to have faith that it will continue to do so.
P.S. If you see a job that just screams “Chris should do this!”, do let me know.